LisaEide

Sleeping with an arched back brusies on your knees with stones glistening red stained on the carpet that wont heal cause you need every hair to remain where it used to be so you can let it rain for a while when you feel guilty for forgetting walking past you for the twelth time pointing fingers until you see them blinded by the too loud sound Deciding to pretend and forgetting as a speciality you are blessed thank you, good bye, good night waking up for the forth time your arms, the couch, the bedroom nosebleeds for breakfast Heavenly medicated on lies

Apathy I couldnt care less, while you couldnt care more While Breaking hearts was always a sport you tread the water scared of stepping wrong as always Im standing on the outside, while others stand in it feeling it all, while Im apathy itself I was used to feel it all but now I couldnt care less cause why should you care when there is none to actually care for When you have no worth, why not do whatever shameful thing you can do Shameful to you, nothing to me She is not like that, sweet girl, scared girl yes she is, she wont even scream When your pain seem senseless when you have lost something more torn up hearts heal when something worse h